Please just let this be a rough patch.

A readjustment period that won't take longer than a week or two.

That's all I ask.

I miss you. I miss who I used to be. I miss the way, and how much, we used to talk. I miss thinking about you all the time, being happy at the thought of you, and feeling so strongly for you.

I miss us.

And I feel empty.

I miss the way things used to be.

I need you, and I don't know how to reach out.

Chances are you think I haven't called or been online because I'm too busy to think about you. You couldn't be more wrong.

I miss how happy you made me. I want that feeling back.

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I was crying earlier... then you started talking to me... thats right, YOU started talking to ME... You asked how life was treatin me, i said Good I guess, you told me it should be great, reaching for the stars, bounching off the walls.... if i wanted to of course... i wish i coulda said "i do now that you're talking to me" but that would be a wee bit outta line.. (:

K

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Today C told me that even if you did like me, I didn't have a chance. He told me you wouldn't cause of everythign that happened between C and I. I proceeded to cry my eyes out, I knew that all along of course.. I just didn't want him to verify what I already knew...

K

screw pretending that airplanes are shooting stars

can we pretend that you're here with me?

I bet you think I'm doing something exciting right now,

but I just wasn't in the mood.

I'd stay in every night with you--even if it's only the memory of you. 

you hair is growing out now, and you look absolutely adorable :)

pleasepleaseplease just say something already!

all my love, the girl forever waiting.

"If what they say is 'nothing last forever,' then what makes love the exception?"

I just asked you to the dance.

It took 2 weeks of prepping myself for it, even though I told you only 2 days.

You said you would love to.

*Dances around room happily*