Someone I do not want to trouble with pursuit,
I am beautiful in some way. Almost every day of my life a stranger praises me. It is ridiculous, but men have ran through the streets to find me in the crowd after a glimpse. Women tell me very kind things, as if I must be a good person worthy of kind words.
I do not feel beautiful or desirable when I stand before you. You seem, absolutely, not to consider me in such a way, and should you somehow I might still refuse out of fear. I am so afraid of expectations that I have never dated any one, never even kissed any one. How could I explain that to a well-adjusted, confident young man? You probably have had lovers by now. I have shrunk away from pursuit for so long that I do not know how to reach out and admit to attraction.
- ugly in some way, Anita
sometimes I skip 11:11 because I'm scared my wish won't come true.
damn, why do I wish for you?
i bought a big pillow to put next to me at night so I can pretend its you.
werdna,
i hope you still remember that little girl you bought movietickets for.
must be love at first sight.
love,
- eilatan.
my favorite thing to do is curl up next to you and scynchronize our breathing.
my favorite music in the world is your heartbeat.
you smell like clouds, pencil shavings, and puppy kisses.
i like it.
levi,
i don't catch half of what you murmur under your breath in geography.
i want to hear everything. let me come close enough so i can.
cait
J
i hope im not your P
i bet you five dollars the real P loves you hehe
P
P
I saw your last post.
I'm afraid that you might be my P and I'm your J.
I still love you. I'm sorry.
J