I'll kinda always have a crush on you.

I suck at displaying my emotions with you. I do. And I hate it.

So here. (I'll work on the in person thing.)

You know when you have a really really great dream, and you're super happy, and then you kinda wake up halfway, and drift back off to sleep, hoping to keep the dream? You know the feeling when you get that awesome dream back immediately and continue with it? Yeah. That feeling.

When you have to take a walk, run or bike ride somewhere and the sun is shining, and it's warm, but not too hot, and the grass is really green and the bees are buzzing? That happiness.

When it's a cool night, and there is a huge storm brewing outside, and thunder clangs, and you snuggle deep down in the warm covers? That safeness.

When you're in a crowded place, and you smile at a little kid, and their face lights up and they get a huge grin? THAT.

That is how you make me feel.

You cause me serious writers block.

the thing is, there isn't only one kind of love.

you can find love between different things; friends, family.. not just between a boy and a girl, having a fling.

and with any type of love, you can feel just as happy.

stop being so day-dreamy about finding the one. you're achieving nothing.

i'm not saying love, boyplusgirl type love, is a waste of time,

but what i'm saying is that you should just continue being happy with the rest of your life and stop focusing on what fate hasn't prepared for you. in time, spontaneously, coincidentally, serendipitously,

you'll find him,

he'll find you,

you'll find each other,

you'll find another kind of love.

I don't know if you're aware of this, but everytime I see your face I just want to kiss it.

Just when I thought I was done, I met you by some freak-6 degrees-coincidental situation. And now, I'm singing in the shower again. You're not even my type, but I'm singing in the shower.

Uncle Sam wants YOU to ask this girl to hang out on Friday night. Do it for you, do it for her, but most importantly, do it for YOUR COUNTRY.

When people heart my letter, I feel like there's an instant moment of love. The love of understanding people. It helps knowing that I'm not alone in this love-is-not-always-easy-to-understand-mess.. Thank you all for sharing some love with me! ♥

I miss you. And I barely know you.

I'd just like to apologize for never having the courage to speak to you, sorry.